My stress levels have been really high lately.
I’ve been constantly working, learning, and trying to get one step closer to my ambitions every single day.
I’ve been sleeping noticeably less, and waking up in the middle of the night. I’ve been stressed throughout the day when something doesn't go well.
These are the undocumented truths.
Part of me wants to keep going. I’m extremely competitive. I always like to be ahead of everyone else.
But the other half of me knows that If I do persist at this level, my body will eventually cave.
I don’t want that.
I can’t let it happen.
Over the next few weeks, I’ve made a decision to work less.
Not because my ambition is lower. It isn’t. It’s astronomically high.
I need. to take time to evaluate the best way to accomplish my ambitions whilst maintaining a (relatively) healthy lifestyle.
So the most likely course of action is to complete my Europe trip fairly quickly in order to minimise the stress levels induced. Once that’s taken care of, I’ll just go & relax on the French Riviera or something.